I didn't want to have a kid right now. I only agreed to have a baby because it's what my fiance at the time wanted. now he left and I'm having twins. I don't have any connection with these lives living inside of me. I don't feel like I love them. I feel like I used all my love on him and I don't even have enough love left to love myself so how am I going to love these babies. I had a beautiful family that's all I ever wanted and now I feel like I've lost everything. my baby shower is in a few hours but I'm just not having a good day.
not being crappy but those babies are miracles u should love them no matter what. some women lose their babies or can't have any. I lost my daughter at 29 weeks and I'd give anything to have her back. just remember whether he is there or not your babies are two perfect little miracles and they will love you unconditionally.
I hope your day start looking better.....ones you meet you're bundle of joy you will fall in love instantly..feel better
I'm sorry:/ but once you see your little babies you will love them sooo much. It's crazy how much you love them so soon💕
thanks