Breastfeeding has been such an amazing journey and has really made me feel connected with my daughter, but I think maybe it is time to start on formula, which is honestly heartbreaking to me. When my parents offer to feed her formula I get this terrible feeling inside. Jealousy? I didn't think it would be this hard to stop breastfeeding, but when I feed her I know that no one else in the world has had this experience with her. It's our own little thing that we get to do together. But I've found pumping is so time consuming and I have to go to basic training soon and I don't know. This decision is so hard for me!