having a really hard night .. all i want to do is cry .. i feel like im failing at being a mom and girl friend .. i stay at home with baby and i cant keep the house clean and half the time i dont make dinner for my boy friend or myself .. i dont sleep much im so stressed that my hair has started to fall out and i just dont have energy to do anything and all i do when baby crys is cry myself and try to help her . just having a lonely night i hate that i feel like im a single parent because my bf works so muchs hes hardly home and when he is he needs to sleep... sorry for the ling post but i had to get it out