VENT/RANT:
Don't you EVER try to weasel your way into my life now that you think things are happening in my pregnancy. You weren't there AT ALL from the beginning up until now! Just because there is a definite name and sex to our child DOESNT give you the right to act all interested again. NO. You were given the chance to step up, be a man, and take up the responsibilities laid before you. INSTEAD you insisted on an abortion, insisted that I wasn't ready, insisted on continuing your ROCK STAR lifestyle, and insisted on leading your RECKLESS life. All of which I will NOT permit my child to be around. YOU lost your chance. It's no ones fault except for your own.
Just because you work two jobs doesn't make you responsible. Stepping up to the responsibilities given to you, being there no matter what challenges are faced, being HONEST, and dropping everything for your child is being responsible. Had you put down the violin and the bong for just a few moments perhaps things would have been different. But instead you made it CLEAR who was most important in your life. It wasn't your child. It was your music, your desire to be a "rock star", and your inability to tell the truth. So go have fun fucking around with the girls you cheated on me with, go play your bullshit music about kicking pregnant women and doing cocaine, and leave us the fuck alone.