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septson
I never thought my first pregnancy would be so sad... I miss my baby's father , I fall asleep crying and wake up the same. I can feel him slipping away by choice. I don't understand how he could be so heartless and cruel. I know his past has alot to do with him being this way... and the fact that he's never had freedom before makes him have his priorities a mess. I wish I had his support and love ... I can't shake off the feeling that I desperately need him during my pregnancy I've felt so alone, ugly, depressed.
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Yea we find friends in strange places sometimes and any time I know what your going threw and how you feel you just need to be strong and stay positive you never know what might happen
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Yea we find friends in strange places sometimes and any time I know what your going threw and how you feel you just need to be strong and stay positive you never know what might happen
@yolisblossom, a little man as well. due 09/08/2015. it ain't easy.... thanks for talking to me... it helps, I lost the few friends I had when they found out about my baby's father and his lifestyle. I don't know anyone that could relate to my story.
What are you having?
Your going to have to be strong girl I'm trying to be when it comes to him I see it as me and my baby I want our lil fam yes but the only thing that matters is my baby every time I feel him move I don't care about anything else but him I'm being strong and making the choices for us but I keep my hopes up that my boyfriend will open his eyes once he sees our lil boy
@yolisblossom, my bf came out of prison after 15 years said he was done with that life and promised the world to me... hes been out 1 year and a half... and now I cant help but blame myself for believing and giving him so manu chances. I want my little family so bad.... but I feel like I've been the only one fighting for it , sacrificing and making decisions that would benefit us; but he just can't seem to get it. He doesn't know how to share his life. He doesn't understand that while he is out there , whatever happens to him will effect US!
I understand where you are coming from and it's hard believe me I know but you can do it my BF wasn't around in the beginning because of work and now he's not here because of jail it's hard but I know you can do it it sad and you feel like you need him there but before you know it he will realize what he is missing out on my cousins husband says a women becomes a mom and loves the baby the moment she knows he is in there but a man has to see him first keep your head up girly if you need someone to talk here I am
@mssjudyk, so far this has been my entire pregnancy , just when I thought we had reached a point where we had some growth, it all came crashing down hard.... And to see him clearly making decisions to be elsewhere breaks me.
oh :( sorry sweety. the first part of my pregnancy was like rhat too..