I feel guilty becAuse I feel really distant to this pregnancy, I don't know how to feel about it yet…

Don't worry I feel like I just recently have started to get excited or even happy, I miscarried my last baby in December and when I found out I was preggo again I felt almost mad because I was still upset from my last pregnancy and just felt like I was waiting for them to tell me I couldn't have kids or something or I was going to go to my first ultrasound and there was going to be no heart beat

its normal I felt that way !

I went through that with this past pregnancy. I'm not really sure why. I think it was because I didn't think I'd get pregnant again that fast.

I'm feeling that way right now. I try to get myself feeling excited, but then that unsure feeling comes right back. I'm hoping that changes in due time.

I hope in time it'll change bit I feel so doubtful and worried I think it's my depression getting horrid again @mcharee @laura_love @mrs.oliva @imbecca143

I understand. It's no fun. Us girls on preggie are here for you (:

I know I just have so much happening and have no way of handling it I've kinda shut down these last few days. @laura_love

I know the feeling. I'll be praying for you

as I will for you @laura_love

Thanks (:

I also have Depression (and anxiety), I know full well they aren't helping me see any positives in this. I'm hoping once I hold him, I'll feel differently and also that I don't get post partum, that will be worse.