We're in the middle of moving back to my moms so we don't have to pay rent and can fit the baby. I was the one who loaded, unloaded, and organized the first trip by myself with no help whatsoever . Now that hubby is home id figure he'd help me get the second load ready because we have until tomorrow but instead his friends are more important so I'm doing it all by myself again.... I'm starting to get very tense in the stomach from it but nope his friends come before helping me with ours and our little girls things....

..... Depression starts now. It's always f-ing been this way.