Wow! Thanks for sharing that. I found out I was pregnant late September or so. At the time I had just moved back home after having lived with my boy friend over the summer. There was so much going on in my life that I honestly didn't know what I was going to do after having found out I was pregnant. When I told my mom and dad they weren't all that thrilled but they told me they would support me and be there for me every step of the way. At that point in my life I was a strayed Christian practicing Wicca. That right there is a scary lifestyle. I was always stoned (weed), smoked close to a pack of cigs a day, and never wasted a moment being sober during the week or weekend. I'd fallen off the deep end. It wasn't until about a week before I'd taken a home pt that I'd stopped smoking weed and cigarettes, I'd stopped drinking too. Something was telling me to stop. When I told my boy friend at the time (now my ex) he insisted that I have an abortion. He claimed we weren't ready for such a decision. I mean we were only together for nearly a year, we'd just became exclusive in or relationship nearly three months before. I refused to let him talk about OUR baby as an it, like he or she wasn't already a life growing inside of me. I went through a deep depression living at home, having lost all of my friends, lost my boy friend, and my sister shortly afterwards to a deceptive relationship with a female. Needless to say I had hit rock bottom. Had it not been for the knowledge of my pregnancy I don't know where I'd be right now. I confessed all of my sins and worries to God, I'm a stronger believer than I ever was before, and I owe it all to my son. He is the reason I'm still alive, why I'm still fighting, why I've kicked my sons father to the curb and taken up the responsibility of both mama and papa. I've never been happier with my decision. I've done all of this not for my sake but for the betterment of my child's life and future. Today I lay here uncomfortable and worried about finances but I have the ability to say I'm 32 weeks +2 days pregnant, I have food and a roof over my head, I have a support system behind me, I'm a full time student, I've got a healthy and active little boy growing inside of me, and I'm sober and HAPPY that way. God is good.