My emotions are all over the place. Im aggravated and I swear I'm slipping into a mild deprssion... all I wanna do is cry. Physically I'm sore and this lupus is lowkey kicking my ass my joints popping and hurting Ugh Gabe please just come on and give mommy's body a break.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Thanks for all the ❤ guys! I think I'm in shock! Labor story in a bit I'm being attacked with visitors lol
Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
OMG!! I thought my water broke and it was my stupid water bottle that spilled all over the bed!! I was screaming I'm in labor .my water broke and i wasn't 🙊 I'm so embarrassed😳 #Fail
Hi I am into my 15 week now But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though What should i do i am very confused Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
LaJuan✌🏾️✊🏾🌻·
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@indifferent It really depends on the induvidual and their body I really only have flare ups when I'm sick or stressed thats why they didn't force. me to stay on my meds but it affects some ppl way worse so I'm blessed.
indifferent·
Long as your oh k thats all that matters i jus freak wen i hear bout people havin lupus now
LaJuan✌🏾️✊🏾🌻·
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@indifferent I go to a specialist and so far everything had been good. They want me to go back on my meds after baby but I really wanna breast feed so idk right now. but I've always been a more of a natural medicator so anything i find that helps naturally I'll try over pharmaceuticals.
indifferent·
This scares me cuz my friend/classmate had lupus n didn take meds n after her baby she got really sick had to be hospitalized n after a few months she passed😪😓 so scary
LaJuan✌🏾️✊🏾🌻·
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That's the only time I really take meds is when it's unbearable. But I found a lot of natural stuff to help with the pain bc I hate the way the meds make me feel. I be all drowsy and out of it. I hate that. @babygirl10-11 but yea if its real she'll know but I really only get symptoms when I'm super stressed or when my immune system is already low so like if I have a cold or something. but I heard as you get older it gets worse I'm nit really looking forward to that.
💚Mizz Rita💚·
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well i know its bad ive seen my best friends mom go tru it something bad everyday was the worst to hear her scream in pain... it ended up taking her in the end 😔 .... so i told my mom ok if you really do have this we need to find u a doctor and get u takin care of i know this is nothing to play wit
LaJuan✌🏾️✊🏾🌻·
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@babygirl10-11 Lol girl Somedays I be good other days I can barely move and is not like everybody can tell its all on the inside so ppl quick to say you over exaggerating.
💚Mizz Rita💚·
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idk it was a few yrs ago she had alot of issies she had a brain anyurism idk if i spelled that right but they thought she had it then she told me that she didnt but a few months ago she was in the hospital for taking some pills that she shouldnt have and she told the doctor she had lupus but to me it sounds like a lie cuz she has no symptoms that i know of ...idk she need a health make over lol
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When was she diagnosed? I found out my freshman yr of college my hair nd shit started to fall out my weight. was up and down. they tried to say it was RA but I know arthritis doesn't do all of that. So I made them check me for everything. @babygirl10-11
💚Mizz Rita💚·
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my mama claims she has lupus but idk she swear she got all types of illness
LaJuan✌🏾️✊🏾🌻·
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Yes ma'am. When I found out I was pregnant I went off my meds bc I didn't want then to affect my baby in anyway. (not tht I took for real them anyway) anywho it hasn't really bothered me that bad my whole pregnancy I just coped idk why but it's really starting to F with me @babygirl10-11
💚Mizz Rita💚·
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u have lupus 😔