Yesterday had to been the hardest & sadest day. First time I've spent Thanksgiving alone 😭😭 I can only imagine what Christmas & New Years gonna be like 😔 I decided take Amiah on her first trip to church & it was successful. After having discussion with the pastor, I can honestly say alot of things i dont understand why its happened but you just learn to live with it, accept your can't change it and go on with your life. im truly blessed 🙏🙏🙏 I have the most beautiful & healthy baby ever 🌹 She's best thing that's ever happened to me 😇😘😍 #TakeMeToChurch #GodSentMeAnAngel #LetGoLetGod
Let him be ugly and keep your mind and eyes toward God! You're already on the right track because you chose to follow the path of the one who built the track itself! 😘😘😘 @amiahmommy
idk why I'm just now seeing this 😑😑 but your righttt I'm out the way now.. I feel kinda stupid I called him couple days ago & said sum ugly things in which he did deserve but probably should've kept to myself 😩😩😩 it gettin easier, I just don't want to turn this anger towards him into hatred & turn into the person he is... I hate how he's actin, he's become one ugly person to me @babyboolala
I only know because I went through it for years and learned the hard way...hopefully you won't be as dumb as I was lol
The Bible says the heart is deceitful above all things, who can know it? but I tell you this God knows what he's doing and if his plan is to create a better man from the one that you're dealing with then he will do it but your job is to keep your hands off and let God work! If you keep trying to fix him you're tying God's hands behind his back and he can't do his job. Let God do what he knows is best and stay out of the way boo! Or you will mess up the job God is trying to do and if it is to fix him he won't be able to @amiahmommy
yeahhh your right 🙌🙌🙌🙌 but the heart wants what it wants, its like love em enough to move forward & hopefully he gets his self together @babyboolala
I know that confusion all to well boo...The key is to stick to what's real and not the fantasy that you have with him! Trust me I know from experience @amiahmommy
& I'm slowing starting to see that but half of me misses him like crazy 😔😔 @babyboolala
Ur hoping with the right one too. Just remember yo hope against all else as nd WAIT for ur change to come! it's coming babygirl! Time would run out b4 I'd be able to tell you of all the dark places my ex took me! But I went towards God and away from him and what God gave me is better than what I thought I ever wanted! That's a fact! @amiahmommy
Thankkk youuuu loveeeee 😘😘😘😘😘😘 @babyboolala I had to do it, yesterday was jus dark place !! Holidays period 😔 but I'm fighting the storm, hopefully we see sunshine soon..
Amennnnn 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙏