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It is 3:51am and I was in the middle of having my own nightmare when my boyfriend started screaming in his sleep. I woke…

It is 3:51am and I was in the middle of having my own nightmare when my boyfriend started screaming in his sleep. I woke him and he told me about his dream (bad idea since I have extreme anxiety and it's only gotten worse with being pregnant) and now his dream is all I can see. I am so fucking tired I can barely type but my heart feels like it's beating out of my chest and my stomach is hard but baby is kicking (probably the only reason I haven't had a full blown panic attack yet). I need to sleep but I'm afraid to close my eyes. Just helped honey fall back asleep and now he's lightly snoring (currently a soothing sound) but now I'm exhausted and wide awake at the same time. In the last few weeks I have gone from wishing I could sleep peacefully to wishing I didn't have to sleep at all. I have never felt this way before. All I want to do is just disappear right now... :( just fade away my mind feels broken right now. And this seems to be the one place I turn to, to let loose and really speak my mind because... Well my boyfriends anxiety means I can't talk to him about mine. So far only letting it out here and the kicks from my little EJ are keeping me sane. Sorry for how long this is. Feels good to get it out.

Hi I am into my 15 week now But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside…

Hi I am into my 15 week now But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though What should i do i am very confused Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

My first B.B. crushing on me

My first B.B. crushing on me I feel so honored to have someone say i was their B.B. crush!! It’s my first so I’m feeling pretty darn good about myself right now!! That is all. Needed to get that out there before and if this app closes down!! That’s all carry on hahahaha

Omg I need to vent something weird just happened.... I'm scared because I thought it would never happen. I was in a deep…

Omg I need to vent something weird just happened.... I'm scared because I thought it would never happen. I was in a deep sleep dreaming about ice cream and then all of a sudden I'm feeling wet spots on my neck thinking my fiancé's cat was in the room so I brushed it off. What scared me was then I felt something between my legs not bothered by it. Then all of a sudden I wake up to a twinge in my vagina only to see my fiancé is fucking me in my sleep I wake and was like scared. So I don't say nothing just let him finish but now I can't go back to sleep, I keep playing it over and over in my mind. I don't know if I was just raped or not???? What should I do I'm pregnant but Damn he couldn't have woke me up?