my situation is backwards my baby daddy and I didnt really get along but his best friend is my guy so we were always…

my situation is backwards my baby daddy and I didnt really get along but his best friend is my guy so we were always forced to hang out I really couldn't stand him but one night we played circle of death were both super drunk and messed around and after that we would mess around when we were drunk and I ended up pregnant lol so now were going on dates and trying to get to know each other sober lol and I think im falling inlove with him but I dont know if he wants to remain friends raising a baby or something more or I dont know if its just our situation thats making him be there ... I dont want him to be stuck with me I want him to want to be with me .... so I feel like I should stop getting to close to him cuz what if he still wants to be friends .... sorry had to express myself