It Absolutely Breaks My Heart That I Fell For This Man The Way I Did... I Always Lived By "Everything Happens For A…
It Absolutely Breaks My Heart That I Fell For This Man The Way I Did... I Always Lived By "Everything Happens For A Reason"... I Got Pregnant The Very First Time We Had Sex... Obviously Wasn't Planned.. But My Baby Boy Growing Inside My Tummy, Is The Biggest Blessing I Could Ever Receive!! ♡ When I Used To Picture Having Babies.. It Was Always With A Man I Love, In A House We Picked Out Together.. You Know, A Family... Unfortunately, That Isn't What Is Happening.. Instead I Am A Single Mom-To-Be.. & My Baby Daddy Doesn't Care.. Keeps Coming In & Out Of My Life.. He Will Shoot Me A Text Every Month Or 2 To Ask If I Am Ok... I Wish Things Were Different & My Son Could Grow Up With Both Of His Parents Under The Same Roof.. But Daddy Doesn't Love Mommy.. Daddy Is Too Busy With His Music Career.. My Biggest Fear Is That My Son Will Blame Himself For the Lack Of His Father In His Life.. But Part Of My Job As Mommy, Is To Make Sure My Son Never Treats A Women The Way His Daddy Does... My Son Will Grow Up To Respect Women.. ♡ Especially His Momma. (: If It Wasn't For This Man's Looks.. & How Good He Sounds On The Radio.. I Would Of Never Laid Down With Him.. But If I Wouldn't Of.. Then I Wouldn't Have This Sweet Sweet Baby Boy Growing Inside Me. ♡ I Am Truly Blessed! 40 More Days Until I Get To Hold My Son's Hand & Look Into His Eyes & Tell Him How Much His Momma Loves Him! ♡