I had a failed anesthesia for my c section last Monday morning. I felt every cut. I screamed, cried, pleaded for my life. Once the baby was out they put me somewhat under (no throat tubes or anything). Which my husband said I continued to scream and cry as he sat in the hallway even though I was put “under”. I need to know someone else has gone thru this. I need to know I’m not alone. This experience is eating me up and I can’t even function anymore. I’m scared of everything. I cried like a baby...

My daughter Lily, born at 38+2, via my first c section on April 29 @ 606am. Most traumatizing experience of my life but here she is all 10lbs 7oz and 22 1/2 inches of her. Couldn’t be more in love.

Is sex safe after a membrane sweep/stretch? Forgot to ask.

Question!!
I was in L & D on Sunday as I was passing a gall stone and basically praying to die 🙊 while I was in there baby’s heart rate jumped up to 215-230 for about an hour. Almost needed an emergency c-section had it continued another hour. At my prenatal apt on Tuesday they claimed it was an adrenaline rush (even though my pulse was only 99 and I was able to talk to the nurses and function normally). At prenatal the baby’s heart rate was 180 then 160, so they sent me for an nst and her hear...

Question!!
I was in L & D on Sunday as I was passing a gall stone and basically praying to die 🙊 while I was in there baby’s heart rate jumped up to 215-230 for about an hour. Almost needed an emergency c-section had it continued another hour. At my prenatal apt on Tuesday they claimed it was an adrenaline rush (even though my pulse was only 99 and I was able to talk to the nurses and function normally). At prenatal the baby’s heart rate was 180 then 160, so they sent me for an nst and her hear...

35 weeks. Haven’t seen my feet in weeks. Can’t do anything without being exhausted. Have developed pregnancy carpal tunnel in both hands. Blood pressure is on the verge of too high. GD is getting out of control. Haven’t slept more than 3 hours a night since the carpal tunnel started. Sex is painful and kind of burns. I know I’m only 35 weeks and it’s not safe for baby to come, but my god I can’t wait for her to be here!!! Over this pregnancy!

33 weeks. Pretty sure I’ve never been this big!!!

I had my 32 week ultrasound today and baby is measuring at 5lbs 2oz!!!! I feel like that is huge as google says the average weight for that gestational age if 3lbs 12oz. Can someone please tell me I’m not going to give birth to an elephant?! My two other children were 7lb5 & 6lbs7.

24 weeks with another little girl 💜💜

Has anyone woke up sobbing in the middle of the night? I had a bad dream, not a nightmare, just dreamt I was talking about my life situation right now with my parents and I woke up this morning around 4am sobbing. The dream was so vivid that I still remember everything about the dream. I’ve just never woke up sobbing and freaking out.. kind of crazy :(