I had a failed anesthesia for my c section last Monday morning. I felt every cut. I screamed, cried, pleaded for my life. Once the baby was out they put me somewhat under (no throat tubes or anything). Which my husband said I continued to scream and cry as he sat in the hallway even though I was put “under”. I need to know someone else has gone thru this. I need to know I’m not alone. This experience is eating me up and I can’t even function anymore. I’m scared of everything. I cried like a baby just getting my dressing changed. I can’t lay flat on my back without loosing my mind. Please. Please tell me I’m not alone. I don’t know where to go from here.