so I got the best news of my life today 💙💙❤

so what do i call this place now? I have been through so much, and sometimes i need to talk about it, and ask for support. When dss takes someone or someones so precious to you, you die a little more inside everday without those special someone's. Right now i work overnight, because the other job im having to leave soon stopped putting me on thier schedule. Now I've just been working so much, and losing myself in my head daily. Why does it hurt so much? I just really miss them. I wished I had so...

When you see your whole life flash before your eyes, your whole world taken from you, you then start to wonder if this is rock bottom

My Esther Rae Winyan ❤

Saying goodbye is going to hurt, but knowing Gods on my side. I won't have to worry 💔😪

Heres the actual post, moms. #stayalertalways

Trigger Warning:

Second part to my first status: She continued on about how her husband laid with her son, and the show was paw patrol, and it was to the toon of 5 Little Monkeys. The man walked across the screen teaching kids to pop pills, and then someone coming to shake him, eventually causing his death

Earlier tonight I read a post about a mom allowing her two year old to watch youtube videos, while she would attend to her nb. She later found out that even in kids shows about 4 minutes in to it. A person walks across the screen and teaches kids how to kill themselves. Moms im not telling you this to scare you, im just saying that this is real, and we need to be alert of these things. Preview everything your child watches and listens to, because we may be losing our kids to these daily brainwas...

Okay so i forgot to post this, but my husband did get me flowers 2 days after valentines day, so sweet, and tonight he made me brownies. I guess you could say i am special to him. I am blessed, and i have decided that i am beautiful to me and if he wants me. Hes going to have to work for it. I am a flower, God is my gardener, he's just the other flower. He needs to treat me right so i dont wilt, while he grows. I am glad he gave me flowers and just now asked me while i was cleaning, if i am okay...