For those of you that pray, I need you to pray for me please. Here’s specifically what I am praying for right now:
-For God to help remind me that he doesn’t hand out babies as a reward or withhold them as a punishment.
-That one person’s ability to conceive is independent of my ability to conceive (i.e. that “she didn’t get the baby I should get to have/want so badly”)
-In a “bad” situation that a baby is being brought into to remember to pray for the best outcome for that precious child
-To re...

Ladies, I’m struggling big time.

A little background: I’m 37, We have been TTC for nine years, hubby has a child from a previous marriage and had a vasectomy. Shortly after getting married he had his vasectomy reversed and we’ve been trying since. He has always been on board, but he hates all the money(we are self pay) we’ve had to spend and he doesn’t have the strong desire to have a child like I do since he already has a son. We’ve done 4 retrievals and 4 transfers, first transfer was a 3d f...