I wish things were where I could have another baby right now. Between infertility issues, life struggles and school I just dont think it is in my cards and at 35 I'm not sure if I'll ever get the joy of having a baby growing in my belly e er again.

Little better this morning. Have some friends stepping up and offering to take me out for some birthday fun. With everything going on, it's great to have people who support me and a venue where I can vent. Thank you everyone!

30 minutes until my birthday and I'm trying not to cry my eyes out. Husband is abandoning me for half the day (at least) to go watch Endgame with his "bestie". Even bought her a shirt because she said she "wanted it" and would "pay us back" while I'm wearing clothes that are falling apart (which I know he will refuse the pay back so he basically just bought it for her). Looks like this will be another crappy birthday. Cant even afford to spoil myself at all because of him so yay for me.

Beyond frustrated and beyond done. In nearly 11 years, you've provided for us 1 year... 1 year out of 11. You have let us lose our house (the house we brought our son home to that you promised me was going to be our home for the next 5 years), our utilities, soon our only vehicle, and multiple other things and thrown me under the bus everytime it comes to finances. I'm done. You are more concerned with your "bestie" than your wife. Fine. Let her take you in because I'm done. It wont be p...

So tired of people fighting over material things. You can't take it with you when you go and it is all replaceable. When do material things and proving you are "right" mean more than people's sanity?

Broken....but no one truly cares. Sleep please come for me, might be the only way I stop crying.

Backstabbed yet again. How many times before the callous is thick enough it doesnt hurt anymore?

I feel like I'm about to have a breakdown. Between school, work, finances, personal issues, and trying to raise a 3 year old boy I am fraying at the ends. I need help :( or a sugar daddy......that would work too

Still here lol

Ugh......anyone have tips on dealing with a jealous 2 (almost 3) year old? I babysit a 10 month old during the week and my sweet LO is so jealous it makes it difficult to do anything. I've given him extra snuggles tried to make sure we have time for he and I (especially since the baby goes down for a nap 30 minutes earlier than he does ) and it's still so bad some days I feel like screaming.