I feel like a faliure once again! I wasnt able to breastfeed my first born cause of the medicine i was on. Well with my newborn it wasnt so much because of the medicine but it was because of the time i was in the hospital. He qas discharged to my bf after the 48 hours and i had to stay extra days so while i was there he was bottled fed. Now i feel like total shit. I really wanted to breastfeed. But now he only wants to takw the bottle. I pump the milk out but im only getting minimum like 8-10 o...