Idk what to do my husband gets mad at me for not asking for help with late night feedings and tells me I need to ask for help because we Both made our son but then I ask for help and he gets mad because I have to wake him up so no matter what I do he gets mad at me and I had to up the dose on my antidepressants because I'm starting to get into some ppd this should be a happy time for our family but no instead I'm having pain and panic attacks constantly

My baby boy is two weeks old today ugh I love watching my kids grow up but I hate watching them get older... I just want to love on them forever and never let go

Feeling like a shitty mom I wanted so badly to breastfeed my son but same as with my daughter it's making him really sick he has really bad diarrhea he's not getting any better on my breast milk switched him to the formula and instantly he looks better my body is making my kids sick when I breastfeed so I guess that's out of the question

Oh god I've drank four monsters so far this is so bad

Why do I Even try... Got up at 6:30 so I could wake up and make my family a good breakfast... And nobody is going to eat I burned myself like 5 times and it's all for nothing

Being up early and making breakfast for my family makes me feel good and I love doing this for my family.... Hope they eat

Ugh and I'm up again we live on almost three acres of land out in the country and as I am almost asleep I hear coyotes out on the property line then my dog starts freaking out so I'm sitting outside with a fire going in the burn pit to keep them at bay till the son comes up.... The life of a country mama

Omg I think one of my ducts are clogged how do I know for sure

Felt like giving baby girl a great breakfast she ate about half of it

Oh the joys of having a newborn... Oh well he is so worth it #momlifephotos #onetiredmommy