KINDA long may be a trigger ** but jus some things going on
My baby is about to be a week old towmarro it's flown by so fast I'm still adjusting but it's starting to get better I love her so much tonight I will be leaving her with her dad to go to do our paper route he has been working so hard I wanna give him a break it jus makes me so nervous to leave he's still adjusting as well so it's like ahhh and if he were to fall asleep he's hard to wake up I told him he has to text me while I'm gone !!! He said he would so we shall see how this goes ! I want to loose weight now this is my goal ! I know this is horrible but I remember when I was younger and in elementary I was embarrassed by my mom cause kids would say stuff I don't want my daughter to have to be that way I struggled with a eating disorder most of my life sometimes worse then others trying to keep my self on the right track and eating but it's so tempting I jus want to look good too and feel better about my self my emotions have been wack a doodle to I thought that would be done after I had her but no -_- I have so much to learn still sometimes I feel so lost !! And I worry so much if I'm healing ok if she is ok if I'm doing things right if I'm being a bad mom !!
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@karensmommy there not there till Monday I don't hurt anymore or anything if I start to I'll go get checked I'll call Monday and see
@dixiebell2323 might wanna check with your doc. Call the office in the morning to make sure
@karensmommy idk if it was them or not but earlier today I wiped and there was a string I mean I haven't been bleeding any more then I have been actually lighter today then it's been
@dixiebell2323 your one week pp? If so your stitches shouldn't be coming out yet mine didn't even heal by 4 weeks I still had stitches.
@damiensmommy1117@dixiebell2323 y'all can both message me if you want I mean IDK how to do boys in the diaper area but other than that I can help 😊
@damiensmommy1117 that's for sure !! It's def hard to know and then I wonder if I'm feeding to much to and like things are ok with me like I'm pretty sure part of my stitches came out or whatever today so I'm kinda freaking out but I was told it was normal idk
I am in the same boat. I'm always worrying if I'm doing okay, if he's eating enough, if the weird things I'm feeling down there are normal... It's really nerve wracking!
@dixiebell2323 just make sure it's not cold and normally formula goes bad after an HR if not refrigerated. That's only with powder formula
Ok good cause it freaks me out ! People were telling me yes
@dixiebell2323 if it's room temp no you don't have to heat it.
@karensmommy like with formula u have to heat it even though u use room temp water ? That's one things cause earlier I think I gave it to her to hot and she spit up it didn't feel that warm but I felt horrible
@dixiebell2323 you can message me any time you have questions about anything!
It gets easier after the first month once you get a routine down
@karensmommy thank you and I mean I know I just hate my body :( I'm trying my best I've been around kids all my life I didn't think it be this hard but gosh it is hard
Your doing fine mama! And you look good too nothing wrong with a lil thickness!
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