Starting to get the crazy irrational fear that settles in right before baby is due. As they say "shit just got real". Sometimes it feels so long that the end game seems miles away. Not today, not for me. Keeping my head up to hold my crown like a true Queen B 👸🏻

I have the most amazing group of friends. Times like these remind me why we have been for 20 years and counting. They threw me the most amazing pefect surprise sprinkle ever. Unicorns for the win!

Newest baby purchase

It's a girl! I am so thrilled to be blessed with one of each now. Can't wait to see her little face. 😍😍😍

Only one week till I find out if it's 💖 or 💙! I cannot wait to see what this lil nugget turns out to be ( so I can start shopping!!)

I have fully emerged myself in maternity wear and it feels uhmazing!

If I could sing Whitney Houston's " I will always love you" perfectly I would be pretty content with
My life. I wouldn't even care if I couldn't sing anything else but that. Alas I am not that blessed.

How cool is it that I get to be pregnant with my best friend?! Even cooler since her last child, she and my other best friend were preggers together.

Sooo I've noticed this thing I do as my son gets older and is away from me more often. My family refers to it as micro-mommying . I just don't trust people to do the things I would do especially when it comes to my son. I am trying to reel it in but am finding it so hard, take tonight for example. My brother has my son at soccer practice. He is six. It's not that serious but I want him to feel he has the positive support he needs for times he is feeling a bit down or praise for when he nails it....

In other news... I bought my first maternity bathing suit. Sadly it looks better on me then my regular suits do. 😂