I'm a 31-year-old mom to an awesome 6-year-old princess and a little 5 month old prince. I'm engaged to the love of my life who I've known for 11 years. I love to read, write short stories when I have time and spend time with my family and friends. What can I say, I LOVE BEING A MOM!

I found out on 12/31, that I was expecting again. I went in yesterday for my HCG beta and the first draw was 28.6, and 2 hours later it was 36.1. I go tomorrow for the next beta. I’m scared because I’m cramping, have pelvic pain and back pain. The nurse who gave me my discharge papers yesterday said I am having a miscarriage because my levels are too low. I’m trying to hold onto hope that they will double tomorrow.

I haven’t been on here on so long. My oldest will be 11 in a few months and my youngest will be 5 next Sunday. Time has sure has flown by.

Haven’t been on in almost 6 months. Today my little man is 11 months old. The first year has been one of the most challenging years since I’ve been a mother. My son was so colicky and miserable the first 6 months of his life and my postpartum depression spiraled out of control as a result of that and everything else going around me. I’m still on my meds but lately I’ve just not been in the mood to deal with anyone. We go on vacation next week and I’m hoping that lifts my spirits some.

Deleted the app for a few months to get my PPD in order. My son will be 6 months on the 24th and the last 3 months have been hell! He’s colicky and cries 95% of the day. I’ve never met a baby that just cries and cries. It hasn’t helped that my fiancé’s work schedule has changed for the 3rd time this cutting my hours back. I’m so overwhelmed at times and just want to run away from being a mom. This shit is hard!

I thought I could never love another child as much as I love my firstborn. Even though Logan has been here for 5 days the love have for him can't be measured. My family is so complete now. 😍😍

These last couple of days have been exhausting. Logan finally caught on to nursing and now I'm disappointed because the high blood pressure meds I'm starting I can't breastfeed. My daughter is thrilled to have her baby brother home. She's been a huge help when daddy have to run a errand.

After 25 hours of labor, Logan James arrived at 7:13pm weighing 7lbs 4.2oz and 21in. I am in love all over again.

I was at home washing and sterilizing my son's bottles and my water broke around 6pm. I've been in L&D since 8pm. At the last check I was 4cm and 70% effaced and baby was still high. Contractions were 3-4 minutes apart and have picked up but I'm fighting through them. We should have a baby boy in our arms tomorrow!

38 weeks today! Just 14 days or less and my little man Logan will be here! Fingers crossed he come one day this week.

A few weeks ago, I was all for my son to come late. I'm 37+6 today and I'm at the point that I just want him here now. I'm in pain trying to turn over in bed, have inconsistent bh and cramping, peeing every 10 minutes and find myself rearranging his stuff to keep myself busy.