Haven’t been on in almost 6 months. Today my little man is 11 months old. The first year has been one of the most challenging years since I’ve been a mother. My son was so colicky and miserable the first 6 months of his life and my postpartum depression spiraled out of control as a result of that and everything else going around me. I’m still on my meds but lately I’ve just not been in the mood to deal with anyone. We go on vacation next week and I’m hoping that lifts my spirits some.