What's the best decision? I have pondered, and prayed everyday for almost 2 years over my husbands affair that lasted 18 months during those 2 years he would always say it was over didn't mean anything. It wasn't a physical affair but and emotional affair with his ex. I have tried so hard to get over it to get through it to get around it. But every day I'm questioning him, his faithfulness his ability to honestly love me. I catch myself playing detective and I get so caught up in it. My heart ac...