I've been through so much the past ten days I'm so emotional I cry all the time even know I'm happy. my baby girl is doing good in the NICU. I've been a little depressed about not making enough milk. my sweet baby is having a blood transfusion today. then tomorrow they stop her feedings for 3 days due to a medication to help close the hole in her heart. I just don't want her losing more weight she's now back up to 1 pound 11 oz. sorry I'm just rambling on. god I pray she continues to do good. I ...

well guys I ended up delivering my sweet princess Wednesday night via emergency c section. I dilated right through my cerclage and they wasn't able to stop the labor. at 24w 4days she weighed 1 pound 14 oz. she is in the NICU doing remarkable!

Got a Dr appointment tomorrow to check out this yellow discharge. They said it's prob normal as I have a cerclage but I'd rather have my mind at ease AFTER they check THEN tell me it's ok.

Got the first round of steroid shots for baby girls lungs! Second round in the morning. Such a big relief to have made it to 24wks. Next goal is to make it to 28! :-)

Just got back from my appointment. cervix was 1.8 two weeks ago. its now 0.7 starting the shots Saturday for the lungs! I hope I don't lose her! I love this baby girl so much already!!!!

2nd anatomy scan tomorrow. hopefully my cervix has gotten longer or at least not shortened any more.

My big man! :-)

My sweet baby! He's excited to be a big brother :-)

Getting bigger!!! Hips hurt a lot.... The waddle has started lol

Finally home and eased enough to sleep! This momma is most defiantly sleeping in lol