I've been through so much the past ten days I'm so emotional I cry all the time even know I'm happy. my baby girl is doing good in the NICU. I've been a little depressed about not making enough milk. my sweet baby is having a blood transfusion today. then tomorrow they stop her feedings for 3 days due to a medication to help close the hole in her heart. I just don't want her losing more weight she's now back up to 1 pound 11 oz. sorry I'm just rambling on. god I pray she continues to do good. I love her so much!!!!