Okay, so the next time i get asked if Eli belongs to me I'll just say "No, I'm baby sitting him" 😅😅 cause I'm starting to think that's what they want to hear honestly.

Just sitting here thinking. At 21 I decided to plan a baby with my ex, thinking he was the one and I could marry and have a fam w. Only issue was this decision was mine, not one time did I seek God in it, instead I tried to create my own reality. Truth is he simply was not and is not my husband.I did get pregnant, but I also saw his true colors after becoming pregnant sadly, and it wasn't pretty. So now that I'm able to sit and reflect I love my son..but i see that sometimes s person isn't alw...

little man was vomiting 😦, stupid insurance hasn't kicked in for him yet.

I've never been so ready to give up on motherhood as I am now. I feel so done, on top of that I am so lonely rn. where is the joy I hear everyone speak of? Depression sucks.

Ok. so I promise I won't post anything else. But I just need to vent. So sick and tired of people's dumb comments. I'm sitting in this office and this lady asks me what my son is mixed with, I reply "he's American " and keep it pushing. She then says " I love when they come with light skin and blue eyes." it's ok to have your own feelings, but you see my first born sitting there and she's clearly not "light skin w blue eyes" but you decide to male such a. comment still..i mean odk maybe I'm ...

he loves his car rides♡ can't believe he's 2 months

So my daughter decided to put a blanket over Eli's head....I swear I blew up. if I wouldn't have removed the blanket when I did....omg! I get she's jealous, but you know right from wrong at 5. I just don't get it. So frustrating.

As hard as I and my co workers work and the mistreatment that we take from our patients.,you'd think the RN's would treat us better 😐. But hey! I'm just grateful to have a job.

My sons hair and eyebrows are light brown/blond..his roots are just straight white..I didn't think anything of it until my mom said he might b albino, since his dad has no blond...so now I'm concerned 😯

I've been a mother since the age of 15, and I can truly say as I grow as a mom..I'm beginning to accept the fact that not everyone will feel the way I feel about my kids nor will everyone see the beauty I see in them..and that's perfectly fine...as long as they know they were created with w purpose and as that they are who Yaweh (God) says they are..no society or their peers. Something I'm still struggling to accept 😯