First Drs appointment today and I feel so anxious and freaked out I feel like throwing up and crying. This pregnancy was a surprise and I'm trying to stay positive and hopeful that everything is okay and healthy.

Made coconut water fruit popicles! Doesn't look as good as it tastes but it's yum!

Second night in a row I've cooked and done allll the dinner dishes. I'm sorry but do I have a fu*king "maid" name tag on or are my roommates and boyfriend just taking advantage? I could have gotten food from work and fed myself and said "tada fend for yourselves." I worked as well today. But here I am making a healthy dinner for you ungrateful brats and all I get is a "that was good Kim..." And dirty dishes. I'm pregnant...y'll ain't my kids, act like adults help out! Wtf?!?

So I've never been big on sweets but since this pregnancy I'm like a fat kid always craving something sweet!

I go to the store to buy myself a new bra and I ended up grabbing myself one, my sister a bra...and my boyfriend shorts and a shirt....I tried to stay away from the baby department until I go to my appointment on the 7th.

Ok...so I found out I was expecting April 27th. Totally didn't think I was pregnant! I went off birth control because I was having major skin issues on my face and was diagnosed with rosasia. I am O- blood type so is my twin sister and my twin cousin....my sister lost triplets about 6 years ago. My cousin lost her baby a month ago. I have my first doctors appointment on the 7th...needless to say I'm very scared (this makes me tear up just writing this) I'm scared they won't find a heartbeat (lik...

Another fight with my mom before work. Great. I left to clear my head before going back to the house. I wish I would have never told her it was okay to live with me. It isn't working out...

When you you start feeling baby move? I'm around 11 weeks and I was a little overweight to begin with but I'm starting to see more of a bump and less bloated...I might be a little further along my Drs appointment is next Tuesday to find out for sure....

Ok here's my dilemma. My mom is currently living with me. She is an artist who moved from Maui to California to be closer to my twin sister and myself. Now that I'm expecting we need to get a larger house. My twin also lives with my boyfriend and myself and my boyfriend has a precious 9 year old daughter from a previous marriage. We have all been looking for bigger places except my mom. My sister was going to move out on her own but in all honesty she hasn't gotten her raise her from her job and...

Boyfriend and sister just brought me a small 🍒 ICEE! It's 11:48pm