I think he's kicking us out. I don't know what his problem is. I don't know what to do.

can't wait to meet our GIRL!

so instead of announcement photos, we are using this first, then doing the photo shoot for the reveal. opinions?

i really don't like the obstetrician i saw yesterday. The practice is large, but I'm afraid they will all be like her. She was very judgemental and asked me if i was planning to keep the baby at my 3rd appointment, (i can only assume because my fiancé was in the waiting room not in there with me). they also really wasted my time with the appointment saying that everything that needed to be done was done in the hospital last week when i got sick. i really liked the ob i saw in the hospital thoug...

About to get dressed for our official first visit and ultrasound today! so excited!

I still have so long to go! I just want to meet our little one already! almost 7 weeks and halfway through my first trimester!

important Question after this long post, so bear with me: yesterday at work i start having chest pain, shortness of breath and fluttering in my chest. I'm fine I'm happy I'm working just not feeling right. i get home and soak in the tub, my feet and ankles are swollen but I'm happy to be off them after a double shift. i go lay in the bed and my fingers and arm go completely numb. I'm light headed and then the numbness moved to my face. i wait a bit and it feels like the right arm had the ci...

well my paycheque is delayed til tonight and my power gets shut off in a few hours. I have 82 cents in my account. my fiancé is being a complete jerk and won't lend me, the pregnant mother of his child and future wife, the 90 dollars for a few hours to keep the power on. I told him I no longer want to have this baby with him. he said he's happy with that. i hope he's just mad, I thought we were doing so well. I'm heartbroken. there's no food in the house and I'm so hungry i could cry. oh wai...

starting a new job today, so tired and it's stormy out. not excited about the walk to work, but daddy won't be home till 5. wish me luck!

So, yesterday, my fiancé and i had our first fight since we found out we are going to be parents. 2nd month moodiness and neediness is certainly here. I am being a handful, but he's been no peach the last couple of days. I fell asleep for the 6th time yesterday after I chewed him out and he climbed in the bed with me and held me and my belly. this is why I'm doing this with this man. THIS.