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I am the luckiest Mummy. By surprise I became a Mummy to Miss. Aaliyah Luna 🌙 09/05/08. Now planned we are expecting our 2nd child Mr. Bjorn Emrys 🐻 06/12/16.

I can't help but just keep blocking people. I see a status I don't agree with and I'm quick to block. I think it's pregnancy hormones and me just not having the energy to argue with people who just want to cause drama.

So at my appointment today my OB just about hurt me to all hell lol just trying to check my cervix. Since his head is right there she has to reach around his head but she was able to feel my cervix. She said she could get a fingertip so I'm 1cm dilated and she also said something that to me sounded like I was completely effaced which I thought was odd if I'm only 1cm. Any who ever since Baby Bear has been bouncing around down by my pelvic area. Makes me think its part him and contractions but if...

Today I have a appointment with my OB/gyn and I will tell her about me being so light headed that I can't stay standing for too long without wanting to pass out/faint. The only thing is I'm scared shes going to want to induce me because of it. My blood pressure is always at 102/50 to 110/55 but I think she'll want to induce just to be safe. I want him here but I want him naturally as possible. I don't know we will see.

Got up to do dishes. Finished two loads and now too light headed to even sit up straight. What the heck!

I've never been confident in my pregnancy body. I think its mostly due to the HG and on and off bed rest. Even my nausea has made it hard to actually do anything. I'm on diclegis but it helps me not throw up. Doesn't get rid of constantly feeling the nausea. Anyways now that I'm 38 weeks I can't stop thinking once Baby Bear is 4 weeks old Momma plans to go on a run everyday and get back into the gym. To just feel normal again will be amazing but gaining back my confidence will be even better. Ev...

Hubby is in the front room playing Call of Duty while I watch Sons of Anarchy in bed. Anyways I sent him a text that was an invite to a party in our bed and to please RSVP if he plans to be coming (haha). Heard him laughing in the front room then a text back saying about time I got an invite to come party with you.

All I want is crushed ice. Husband left the house in my Jeep at 7 to go to his friends house. Told him when you leave your friends place please go to Sonic for a cup of ice. 10 minutes ago I say well Sonic is closed can you go to the gas station and get my crushed ice. Then he tells me he won't take much longer. Bull crap. Ugh. I just want ice.......

Hubby laughed at me cause I told him our son can come any day but not on my Game of Thrones Sundays 😂😂😂

I can't help but to be jealous of woman who were due after me and already holding their babies.

While tucking in my daughter tonight she asked me who my daddy is.

Let me explain. I do know who my biological parents are. I had a very emotionally, physically and sexually abusive childhood because of them. They kicked me out of their home when I was 12 and at 14 I moved back in as long as I paid a portion of rent and a portion of electric. Then I told my biological mother I was pregnant at 17. 3 hours later she told my father then he called my husband's parents and said get her stuff out of ...