This is not the life for me like forreal. I have no want to be around anyone, I rather be alone. I had no idea having a baby was going to make me feel like this. I literally can't stand my SO at all. Hate when he tries to show affection. It feels like 2 years down the drain now. I feel like I want to put my son up for adoption because I can't take this anymore. Yes I have pd but that's not the reason I feel like this.