I’m 26 years old married to my best friend. My sons name is Jesse and he will be 2 July 2018. Being a mom is something I always dreamed of. I love my little man.

Hey y’all,
I’m back! Haven’t been on here in a long time. How’s everyone doing?

I just kinda need to rant. I have 2 over sisters. oldest is Jackie and then there is Amanda. Amanda lost her daughter June 23 she drowned in an above ground pool at a babysitters house while the babysitter was sleeping on the couch. obviously my sister is still grieving for her daughter its still pretty new. I went home as soon as I found out about it to be there for my sister. Jackie was nothing but a crazy bitch the entire time I was there. she locked herself in a room and cried so loud everyo...

first pic with santa

Jesse, all I want right now is for you to go to sleep. It's going on 4 hrs past your bedtime and I've tried EVERYTHING. But.. I wouldn't trade these moments with you for anything even of you are being a cranky butt. One day you won't want mommy to rock you or hold you. One day my little man is going to grow up and I'm going to miss these times. So for now I'm going to soak it in and hold and rock you as long as you let me. No matter how tired I am. I love you buddy :-)

rockin the mom hair ... its going to be a long day.. little man has a cold and teething... fun

growing too fast :-(

I just need to vent. My sister lost her 3 year old daughter in a drowning on June 23 2016.. she lost everything while trying to pay for her funeral. She has been living in a hotel since then and the father of her 2 oldest kids has recently started going after her for custody after 12 years of coparenting. she has to find a house asap for her to be able to keep the kids. she needs $2000 for a down-payment. I was stressing so I was talking to my husband about it and his response was (it's her faul...

Yay... I get to spend my birthday in the emergency room. :-(

so I told my mother I'm trying to join the air national Guard. this is how the conversation went.
me: I just talked to a recruiter. I'm trying to join the air national Guard.
her: seriously? you have a baby to take care of.
me: you're point? I can still take care of him. he will have a better future.
her: that's just a excuse not to take care of your child.
me: WTF? are you serious.
her: yes.. you're a girl
me: and? you're a bitch.
then I hung up on her.

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