I think I have insomnia. I haven't had a good nights sleep in so long and I always wake with back pain or something. I usually sleep for a couple of hours, four at most if I'm exhausted. I don't like taking any kind of medicine if I don't have to but I've been getting more shifts at work so I decided to buck up and take some sleeping pills. This is the third night I've taken them and I still haven't slept. I don't know what to do.

Stopped using the app for a while because I started feeling jealous of all the pregnant and new mommies. I don't have any medical issues but I don't want to have another child when I know I can't take care of it. But I'm doing better and I'm happy for every one!

I have an appointment tomorrow with an orthopedic doctor. I might need surgery because my shoulder keeps dislocating. Wish me luck.

Looking through Preggie is like self torture for me. I want a baby so bad but I know right now is not the right time. I'm not financially stable and I don't have my own place. I don't want to bring a child into this world if I can't take care of it. That is just selfish. But looking at everyone's photos and reading updates just makes me more determined to get myself right in every way possible.

I want twins so much. I plan on going through IVF or some other method. I'm so determined to make it happen that I've picked out names in case I have two girls or two boys.
Aralynn Wynter (pronounced winter)
Abrielle Rylee ( pronounced a-bre-L)
Ayven Nicholas
Amaius Cole (pronounced uh-my-us)
I know it won't be easy before or after having twins but I'm determined and wishing for the best. Besides that do you ladies like the names? I tried to be original without being ridiculous.

Any ladies here on Wattpad?

Been so busy that I haven't been able to be on app. I started working two jobs this week but I'm off today. I'm gonna relax and get some cleaning done.

I know I posted this already but it was like three in the morning when I did so I'm doing again so I can maybe get more replies. What do you ladies think of the name Abrielle? (pronounced A-bre-L)

What does every one think of the name Abrielle? (pronounced a-bre-L)

Just published a story on Wattpad and hopefully some of you ladies can take a look and give me your honest opinions. Thanks everyone! @RebeccaPowell on Wattpad.