I hate being ignored. especially by my man.

so I'm so messed up right now, I don't even know what to do. I've been in the room all day I haven't even left out to piss. I'm holding my bladder and trying to hold in my tears too.

life is amazing with you in it.

ready for Clay to make it home from work. 😔

we just talked about trust and truths earlier. now I asked him like a month or so ago does he smoke weed and he told me know but he has been smoking today. I don't even know where to Start the conversation. like I'm beyond hurt and he can tell but he doesn't know what it's about.

I'm ready to cuddle with babe. he doesn't take my hints very well. 😂

staying with babe for a few days. my parents house is crazy so being with him is amazing. although right now I'm irritates with him, im ready to cuddle up with him. glad my babies are in good hands.

Call me crazy from protecting myself from your crazy baby mama who threatens me and YOUR child everyday.

baby shower is two weeks away and I just decided this yesterday. gotta get to planning like yesterday lol.

my boyfriend is meeting my family Wednesday!! I'm nervous now lol.