Today felt like such a long day. My oldest daughter wad being a total pain in my butt which is not like her and the stress from that made the little things that get little sister does Thai normally don't bother me, stress me out more. Just a bad day in general and I've been exhausted all day and I'm still up late. I just wanna spend the whole day asleep for like 3 days. Then maybe I will feel better. My whole body has been aching and I feel really run down. So on Saturday I'm gonna try to stay i...

Ugh. My boobs hurt so freaking bad right now. My 2 week old daughter has barely slept today leaving me zero time to pump. I need to so bad and she has just been a pain in my butt. I love her to pieces, I really do, I just wish she had behaved better. I'm not gonna be able to pump till my husband gets home.

This little one is 2 weeks old and already is able to roll over onto get front from her back. So fast. I can't believe it.

And yesterday at 1 week post partum I pumped this much in one session. So many reasons for me to be happy right now.

I don't normally post things like this but with how I feel I had to.

I feel amazing right now. I was 215lbs before getting pregnant and I looked very chubby. Right now at 8 days post partum I am 183.6lbs and looking better than I did before getting pregnant. I'm so happy with how I'm doing. I actually feel amazing bout myself for the first time in yrs. Once I'm cleared to do more after recovering from my C-Section I'm gonna work at feeling even better. I really look forward to how I look in the...

So proud of myself. I got this much out of 1 pump session yesterday at 4 days pp. So happy with what I'm producing and this is only the beginning.

I wanna cry so much right now. Baby girl keeps crying her lungs out which means I can't rest and I've been awake for almost 24hrs. I'm so exhausted I just wanna sleep.

Introducing Adelyn Rose Smith. 8lbs 9oz and 21in long. Born at 10:03am.

I'm sitting here and thinking how hard it is for me to believe that I only have 2 weeks left till I get to hold my baby girl. Well 2 weeks as of tomorrow but close enough lol. I feel like this whole thing has gone by so fast. And now I'm almost done and its so crazy. I'm excited and scared since I'm having a C-Section again but I know things will turn out ok.

So I've been stressing more than I should lately. I have a C-Section scheduled for March 15th. That is 4 days before my due date. This is my second baby. I haven't been through a planned section before, and I'm just worried that I can't keep her in that long. My last pregnancy ended in an unplanned C-Section. Which means she tried to come on her own. What if this baby tries to come earlier than planned? We planned this way so that it would work around my parents vacation so they could watch our ...