just wanted to say I am leaving this app now and also Thank you to everyone and your support over the loss of my son, Cerus. he's in a better place with family watching over him until I can see him again. it's going to be tough for Jake and i, but we'll get through this together. hope everyone has a happy and healthy pregnancy and wish the best for you all! ❤👼

today was the worst day of my life. my baby boy was only 22 weeks and 3 days when placenta previa turned into placenta abruption. he was born at 8:35 am weighing 14.8oz. he had lived for 10-20 minutes. I love you Cerus Marlin Samuel Clark. you are our little miracle and will always be our little prince. I'm happy I was able to meet you and care for you even for a short time.

apparently I can't go anywhere without getting lightheaded/dizzy to almost passing out. also, can't keep my body temperature steady enough so I don't have to constantly feel that way even when laying down or sitting at home. I have to constantly be cold but I can't keep the house cold because of my bf.... any advice on controlling the dizziness maybe? :/ I can't really drink water because it makes me nauseous still.

I think I finally felt baby Cerus have the hiccups! 😄❤

anyone else get sharp pains when the baby moves? it mostly happens in my back...

Happy New Year mommas! this momma is going to sleep while her man is at work. <3

Omg yay!!!!! just got some great news from my man! been craving taco pizza all day and he's at his friends and apparently we're getting taco pizza!!! :D I love him. he always finds a way to satisfy my cravings <3

Baby boy must be happy. he's kicking mommy up a storm since i ate the last two bananas and the rest of the grapes. the only two things I didn't have to force myself to eat today. haven't been hungry at all the past 2 weeks and I know I have to eat so I force myself to eat whatever is available or bought for me. at least it's always something that I do like.

my niece is here!
Kyra Mae Parsley
4lbs 9oz
17 inches long
3:39pm
she was about 3 or 4 weeks away from her due date, but Kyra didn't have anymore room to grow.

my sister will be having a c-section today! wish I could go visit her and my niece Kyra when she's allowed visitors! I'm so excited Cerus will have a cousin so close in age! :3 <3