My crazy story

So let me tell y'all a little story about how I found out I had a little one growing inside me , I took a pregnancy test Saturday and it came out positive so I went to the hospital , they did a urine test and it was negative , so I was like no that's not possible you know ?! So they did a blood test and ultrasound and the blood test confirmed what I already new , I was pregnant , so then the ultrasound came back and the doctor said it could be a tubal pregnancy (baby is growing ...

I can't sleep , but I don't wanna be awake
I don't wanna be alone , but I don't want to talk to anyone
I wanna cry my eyes out but I don't want to be weak
How much of this am I suppose to be strong about until I break ..

I knew something was not right .. Doctor couldn't find the baby heartbeat like last time ... I never thought I would have to go thru this again ...

At my doctors appointment for an ultrasound , kinda nervous since I haven't felt any different, no symptoms . If I lay on my back I see a little bumb but that's it . Everyone else who is 2 months along has all these symptoms and the only thing I get is cramps , oh lord I pray everything is ok , I don't need to suffer another lose..

Blinked in this picture but whatever lol . Ultrasound tommorrow .

8 weeks today 🤗💕