In addition to missing my man today, I'm a little frustrated. I've been hearing so many racist remarks and comments coming from a family member that is very close to me, when she knows my boyfriend is black and that I'm trying for a baby (and might possibly even be prego) and obviously the baby is gonna be mixed.... It's really irritating to me and I've told her on many occasions that it upsets me. She doesn't seem to care. I'm so irritated. And this is the one thing I can't turn to my man about...