My Lil chunker is six weeks old! Haven't been on here in a while but I had a boy, 9lbs on the 6th July.

Today is potentially the day. Really hoped I could set myself off but unless I have THE best pain tolerance in the world, pretty sure as nothing aches / hurts baby is staying put. Quite traumatic at the hospital yesterday as when I went in for monitoring, the midwife told me she was struggling to find the heartbeat because baby was now back to back (she didn't feel my tummy or anything) I was in floods of tears, got home and balled down the phone to my mum (a midwife) she came over, had a f...

My legs are killing me! And if I try and roll over in bed it feels like my hips are going to pop out their sockets. Hopefully all my walking yesterday has helped start something, induction tomorrow. Shitting myself.

Monitor went well today, still got to go in tomorrow, but reassuring because although the monitor gets baby going like a mad thing there isn't a lot of movement at home. Went for a really long walk earlier, all it's done is knacker me! No twinges, or anything. Fingers crossed I go into full blown labour tonight!

Well today did not go as planned, not felt baby move so went into hospital for monitoring. Because I'm 40 weeks hospital policy is to induce. So I have monitoring tomorrow and Monday, induction booked for Tuesday. I can't give birth in Lucina now, I had my heart set on a water birth in an environment that didn't scream hospital. If I manage to go myself before Tuesday I should still be able to have a water birth on labour ward (but they only have one). I absolutely know this is the best thin...

So Mr one man band, 'let's have an early start' is STILL snoring, and the cat has curled up with him.
Going to get the hoover out...

The worst thing about night time/sleeping not is how much my legs hurt in the morning, that's what gets me up! #ouchie

Oh FFS. I'm wide awake, not the end of the world but hubs sounds like a one man sodding band. Clicking, snoring, humming, shouting, breathing heavily. It's all going on. I keep elbowing him and he'll turn on his side and stop for about five minutes then roll onto his back and start again.
I may have to kill him.

Curry eaten (not hot but midwife said it's not the heat that's supposed to set you off it's the runs... charming) off for a walk now.

I am craving a beer so bad! I can almost smell it!