Well today did not go as planned, not felt baby move so went into hospital for monitoring. Because I'm 40 weeks hospital policy is to induce. So I have monitoring tomorrow and Monday, induction booked for Tuesday. I can't give birth in Lucina now, I had my heart set on a water birth in an environment that didn't scream hospital. If I manage to go myself before Tuesday I should still be able to have a water birth on labour ward (but they only have one). I absolutely know this is the best thing for baby but I feel really upset, I had a plan in my head of what what was going to happen and know I don't know what to expect and I'm worried. Trying not to cry.