man I'm tired of doing everything for our son like no wonder why y'all don't have a bond, like our son cries if you hold him and I'm not nearbye

I may or may not kill my fiance today, jk no but seriously he can go on some where I love him to death but he is really starting to work my last nerve!

I just want to get my emotions under control, its been a month I should be happy...

man my back is killing me -_- that epidural screwed my back up!

well way past over due but here's my labor story

I went in at 9pm to be induced and we started everything about an hour I got there, they started my poticen at 1am, I laid in bed watching svu while my fiance slept worried about delivery and my baby boy, I just couldn't calm down lol I had so many emotions, around a little before lunch I got my epidural and got the catheter put in(worse thing ever), around 3pm my contractions started picking up and my epidural wasn't working as well, I had my be...

sorry I've been gone so long ladies its been a rough but amazing month <3

4 days post delivery <3

my love

I feel like a let down already :,( I'm so terrified to sleep with my newborn even in the same room under my care, I am so afraid I won't wake up when he needs me I can't stop crying now :,(