Benjamin Alexander Ruckle 4:00 pm January 11, 2016 8 lbs 20 inches 😍❤️

awaiting the arrival of baby Ben epidural is in and at 5 last time they checked as long as he comes today and not tomorrow I'm happy 😊

almost nap time with my main man 😍

goodness I need an alcoholic beverage 😣

have actually been able to stay awake the last two days getting my last bit of energy out before Ben arrives 😊

at 3 cm 😊😊 feel better knowing that I'm progressing a little

doctors appointment soon hoping for some good news or for them to at least act like they care about my concerns

going to the doctors every week right now just pisses me off its a reminder every week that no matter how much pain I'm having or how many contractions I have this baby isn't going anywhere at this point I won't be surprised if I'm pregnant until February 😭

finally after 3 days of light bright red spotting off and on I'm headed to labor and delivery too paranoid to let it go on for another two days waiting for my doctors appointment. hoping for the best

tired of being pregnant tired of constant pain when I move tired of never being able to get comfortable just tired of being tired ☹️😣