Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Can I see all the mommies belly's and how many weeks are you 😁 sorry that's the only pic I have that you can actually see my baby I'm 23 weeks today what do you think I'm having ?

I feel like im going to the wrong Dr's. I only have 2 ultrasound appointments & every time I go to the Dr I'm in and out listening to the heartbeat. I go to the Dr every 4 weeks but I'm 26 weeks are the watching my baby properly.

how far along do u have to be until u go every 2 weeks for check up?

All the moms having girls drop your baby girl name, how many weeks you are and due date, I will go first Kaylei, I'm 13 weeks 2 days, due 9-22 🎀