im in a foul mood!
feel lonely and bored
ditched by everyone - and again just today.
annoyed that hubby doesnt see that toy on the floor and think to pick it up or rinse the used mug and put away...that im.some kind of bladdy housemaid with no other purpose lately! 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡

just lost it with hubby
his rota shiws him only 1 rota day off a week - hes entitled to 2 and doesnt get paid more for dropping one for any reason....what reason is there ffs...im at hone running his household, educating our child, keeping things in order, preparing for baby gathering bits and peices....and he can just casually see us 1 day a week..actually takes the fucking piss so i sent an arsey message with the list of things he has said he will do for me and told him i want them done by mid...

growth scan today, it took an emotional meltdown to get hunby to come with me (work being difficult)
after our ectopic in dec and me being alone in the scan room at diagnosis i am scarred for life by the events that day and actually jave a fear of being scanned.
however...hopefully babys got nice and fat,i have tried my best ; )

sunday project organising all the clothes!

last date night before baby comes was lovely

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feeling sore in nin and lower tum area, not contractiony just like an ache/pull. could i have syreched something today painting??..or has baby had a growth spurt..hope.so.
plenty of movements felt, just a bit achey and sore...
anyone relate?

had consultant today, further scan at 32 and 34/35 weeks as bubba measuring small..however she thinks i just make.small babies, no sign of pe yet and placental blood flow is good etc.
happy for the extra peeks of my bubba gal x