When I found out I was pregnant with you I was scared. Although your daddy was there every step of the way I was still afraid, not afraid to have you, but afraid of the change to come. I was so accustomed to living life the way I was, I didn't know anything else. Not to mention I could barely take care of myself, living care free, and loved doing what I when I, how was I going to take care of another human being ? By the grace of God it came naturally. I quit everything cold turkey, you brought...