it's been about 4 months since I've been on here. I've missed you ladies. here's a picture from yesterday of my and my handsome boy just growing like a weed <3

that moment your sitting on the floor of your bedroom holding your new baby boy while he sleeps, he gives a big smile while he's sleeping and you burst into tears. because at that moment everything else doesn't matter, and you just want the best for your child..... :-( :-)

well trying to break a newborn from the breast onto the bottle not only is hard, but heartbreaking :-( mommy don't like when you cry baby but mommy has to work

I really wish I had just a friend. a friend just to talk to. have random conversations. to vent. just a friend.

1 week and 5 days postpartum :-)

well I have a story to tell, BC today was my original due date :-) June 12th my water began to break around 9:30a.m. we didn't do anything until my contractions started to come and we heard from my doctor. once we heard from my doctor she confirmed my water has broke. well, we got to the hospital about 11a.m. and they checked me and they actually broke the rest of my bag when they checked me. so labor started. well contractions stopped so a couple hours went by and about 6p.m. they gave me pito...

I'm so in love. a week and 1 day. already a mama's boy and mama is LOVING it

good morning world from my little stinky <3 <3

I'm so in love. never fell so hard before but this little man stole my heart in just one day<3 I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life. and once again, no this is not Peyton's biological father, but he's more of a father than his biological father. the support from him and how much love he has given me and Peyton....I can't replace that. <3 overall first day of mommy world and I wouldn't change it for the world <3 hope everybody has had a blessed day. and thank you for all the love today ladies