I haven't been on here in forever! My little man is almost 3 months old. It's been hard adjusting to having 2 kids. I'm going to counseling now for PPD, but besides all that it's been good.

This past week has been crazy! Little man has an umbilical hernia, clogged tear duct and a tongue tie! Thankfully we have been working with the lactation consultant so we don't have to clip his frenulum and he's gaining weight like a champ (11ozs in 6 days!) it's just a lot at once, and I'm exhausted! 😁😴

I'm ready to give up breastfeeding and my son is only 5 days old. All he wants to do is cluster feed at night so I get no sleep. I'm a zombie during the day trying to take care of my 2 year old. All I do is cry. It wasn't this hard with my daughter. I don't want to give him formula but I also don't want to be like this. Ugh 😭😭😭😭

Admiring our new little bundle of joy! Richard Edward LaChappelle III born September 8th, 2015 at 3:13pm weighing 8lbs 2oz and 19inches long! My c-section went absolutely amazing, I'm feeling great and little man latched on right away for 40 minutes! Life is good! 💙

All packed up and ready to go! Waiting for the Benadryl to kick in so I can get a good nights sleep before tomorrow! 😃💙

Just got my surgery time for tomorrow. I have to be at the hospital at 10 but my c-section isn't until 1:45 😭 I can't eat after midnight so I'm going to be starving and mean by the time they bring me into surgery, ugh!

Last minute running around before little man is here TOMORROW! Where did the last 9 months go? 💙

Every weekend usually goes by SO fast, except for this weekend because my c-section is on Tuesday so it's going to drag on foreverrrrrrrrrr. Ugh hurry up Tuesday, I'm ready to meet my little man! 💙

Did my belly cast tonight! I'm so happy I have one for both of my babes. Now I just need to decide on how to decorate it!

I've only got 4 days left with this belly, and this is my last pregnancy. Trying to enjoy it, but I can't wait to meet my little man! 💙