I just had the worst crying fit last night 😢 How to control emotions during pregnancy?

So I'm 3w 6d today and sooo excited! I had my first midwife appointment yesterday and after I left I realised I had a question that I wanted to ask and feel really stupid for asking lol - the midwife I see at my appointments in a clinic - what's the point of me seeing her because won't it be different midwives at the hospital where I give birth? She said I can always ring my midwife with questions etc but then she's not going to be my midwife is she? Confused?!?!?! Lol xx

Feel sick again..

FYI
Signs of early pregnancy include:
Sore, tender or tingling breasts: this is due to an influx of the pregnancy hormones oestrogen and progesterone, and of prolactin - the hormone which triggers milk production.
Spotting: a small amount of blood may escape as the fertilised egg embeds in the endometrium (womb lining), appearing as a few spots in your pants for a day or two. This is quite normal and is not usually a sign of early miscarriage, although heavier or prolonged blood loss will need...