Беременность без бабушки: как пережить потерю близкого человека в ожидании малыша? Советы

This pregnancy is so hard.... this is the first one without my grandma.. she was my go to person she'd be the first i called about the news, first i would call about how im feeling. the person i called about everything. just to think this will be the first great grandbaby she wont get to hold. ive lost people in my life but losing her has been the hardest loss. September will be 3 years and i still find myself crying thinking okay this is the last grieving meltdown i needed ill be okay now just to do another one wanting to call her so bad. i just want my go to person back 💔

sorry for the downer post